Leaving everything and just disappearing

Most mornings i wake up just wishing to wake up somewhere else. Anywhere other than where I am right now. Contrary to what i had to say in my previous post. I’m excited for college nonethelss. You know, excluding all the anxiety that comes with that, and the uncertainty of the future thanks to miss Rona over here.

But seriously, I wish I could wake up somewhere else. I can positively say that most people can realte in a way. Where my personal space feels invaded and my each move (or lack of; here) and scrutinized. Is romanticizing getting up, leaving and starting over in another place, actually realitic? Not really because, most of us have relationships that we have to maintain and the main reason most of us have not is because of our of lack of financial dependance. Why? Because the environment I was brought up in made it 95% tougher to actually earn and kinda impossible unless i was self employed making my own youtube videos and podcasts which I found out about wayyyyy later. The market is crazy competitive for adults, let along space for kids and teens to earn. This are unfair disadvantages brought to you purely by chance of luck.

Now if you were not presented with these circumstances and you actually have the ability to earn some for yourself, SAVE UP!! And you’ll be able to move out!! a KEEP A LOOKOUT FOR OPPORTUNITIES and you will be able to do it. PERIOD. Finances are such a risky topic so I won’t dive into it because it’s up to you to research on it and I’m not one on giving free tips cos i’ve come to realize that people DO NOT value free advice ;) so yess till next time take care and have fun byeee ❤3

A smOL brain dump :p

Originally published at https://mehtabsmess.wixsite.com on November 1, 2020.